is brief story of what turns around depression and self-inflicted pains.
What flows along the twenty eight minutes and fifty eight seconds of recordings is the feelings and visions of a soul drawing near its mental failure.
What it perceives isn’t real, but it became so. What it does isn’t real as well. However it became very real inside its suffocating little world.
>Tears have been poured.
>Vocal is a distorted, disoriented person. Voice is IT.
>Quiet (after the half) part speech is Mark Henick, talking about “Why we choose suicide” at TEDxToronto annual conference in September two thousand and thirty three.
>Closure is still him.
>Near-the-end mist of noise and fuzz is a Mist of Noise and Fuzz.
>Till the end. Always presents.
I feel my body withering,
the pale wall of anxiety.
Distrust the one who loved me,
staying away from the warm.
Careless devotion to self-harm,
finding beauty in the cold mist.
Cherish the time you owe me,
praying the day I’ll transform.
Crying tears I do not own,
Loving memories I’ve never had.
Spying lives I’ll never have,
Chasing people I cannot be.
Waiting silence, persuading hours,
craving stones that’ll embrace my remains.
Releasing sorrows I don’t care,
absorbing fears that’ll scar my skin,
Devouring darkness that fathered me,
slaughtering mothers that fed me,
Inhaling hate which killed lights,
Choking souls that hated nights.
from Senseless Painful Lives in Tears
released June 9, 2016
Track 1 composed, played and recorded by Il Vuoto, between June and December two thousand and fifteen @ WeakLight Studio, Piacenza.
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